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Natalie02

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Hello

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Hi there, it's been a while, almost a year in fact.

And I can truthfully say that not trying to keep this place afloat has been a big weight off me. I was constantly worrying about views, likes, all that kind of stuff, trying to make myself popular enough to try and make a living from my art and this website.
In total over the years I made £30. £25 of that was just one commission. I probably made £0.18 or so if you converted points for commissions into real money too. As you can guess that isn't really enough to live off, and I resorted to savings to pay for car/computer/uni.

I have grown up and realised that I just can't make money in art. And that's okay. It was a dream that I now understand wouldn't be possible. The time was never there and the correct audience was never there.
I remember ages ago someone saying to me that when people go to uni they tend to drop off this site and lose a lot of friends. I can confirm, that despite trying not to, it has happened. University eats up all the time, leaving barely any free time to let alone eat or sleep, forget about trying to maintain an online presence - or try to make money either!
And if I'm perfectly honest, the last few years have been so time consuming and busy, I haven't had any kind of spare creativity. All of it has been directed into my course.

Now I still check this site, every day in fact. I still look at friends art, though I admit I skip a lot of the work of people I follow on here. So any messages, likes, or notes I will still fully receive and read.


Where to find me
The best place to find me is Tumblr, honestly, I'm on there every free minute I can find. Gotta get some memes.
natalie081195.tumblr.com/
Just drop me a message there if you want to reconnect. I recommend telling me who you are on here or your real name, as I probably won't recognise your tumblr name!

For the few I have on Facebook, I'll still keep you as friends on there.

Beyond that everyone will still just have to message me via notes or something on here!




I just want to add. This is in no way me abandoning this website. I may come back posting as much as I previously did (Though I may start a new account). I make no promises about this though. I just want to get through university. That comes first and foremost.
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Core Membership

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So I think I've been a core member for around 4ish years now. 
It's been nice, no adverts, journal skins, etc.
I'm not 100% sure if I want to update it though. Like do I really use this site enough? Is this site anywhere near as active as it used to be? For both of those, I find the answer to be a firm 'no'.
Plus there's also bringing in the thought about not really having the money. Commissions have been dead for over a year now, so there isn't much chance of earning money from those.
Despite not uploading too often, I check this site every day. I look at what the people I follow post, occasionally comment, occasionally fave things.

I think for the past 2 years I've been in an art slump. A mix of not having time and being exhausted constantly doesn't do much for an art spark. Even now when I try to draw I feel rusty, and things don't flow like they used to.
I'm still going to keep on this website for now, but I'm going to start looking at alternatives that I could use.
I'll keep you all updated if I find anything. At least if I quit here I won't be followed by a bunch of ghost accounts.

Thanks

- Natalie

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Unwatch Spree

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Well I've had a very quick search around the people I watch and realised maybe 60% of them are dead/abandoned accounts.
Like some of them hadn't been logged in for close to 2 years. Damn.
I unwatched everyone who seemed to have quit their accounts, and even a few who I know I will never really comment on.
My own art spark has gone recently. I keep trying to draw and it just won't work.

I still owe ANPCreations a birthday present. The sketch is done, and I want to finish it. This isn't something I'm going to give up on no matter how long it takes me.

I'm really struggling to pick up the pen at the moment. So consider this account inactive for now.
I'll still check messages almost daily, I'm not sure when anything will next be uploaded though.
For now, my focus is on University.
Art can't support me financially, so that's taking a back seat for a while.

Thanks everyone for watching me, I hope to at least upload something before the year ends, I make no promises though.

- Natalie02

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Hello C:
This summer I actually managed to get a job! It's a lot of work, but I want to draw more in my free time!

I want to do both commissions and art trades. I admit, they may take a while my end, as I can get called into work at any time, but I do want to draw again :)
I don't really have any slots, I'll just do them as people ask and write them on my to do list. 

Commission Prices are here: Commission Prices by Natalie02 Any questions about the prices, let me know :)

I also want to practice by entering competitions. So if you know any which allow digital art, please let me know!!

So that's about all there is to say for now :)


- Natalie02

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I say that, but it's raining like crazy outside. Ah well~
Right, so I'm done for the uni year. The reason I've been so long without adding anything here is that I have literally been working none stop.
So much work done... But I'll be uploading it here very soon! 
I'm moving back home at the moment, but as soon as everything is set up there, I'll start uploading my work from the past 10ish months.
Tbh I think I've come a long way in this time, I had to relearn software as well as completely learn a bunch of new programs. Anyway, those will be talked about in the descriptions of the work it's self. 
Due to most of them being animations, they will be videos uploaded, and not much still image work. Though I do have plenty of digital pieces I want to paint this summer <3

Anyways, so I'm not dead, work will be uploaded soon, then I'm going to binge on Stardew Valley!


- Natalie02

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